let face it dear..

actually u r tired of it already..

of dis thing between us..

dis.... unnamed relation...

dis...there's no future in dis..no hope..

our mind keep tricking us..telling dat it's ok..evrything will be back to usual..

just be patient..evthing wll turn out juz fine...

but da truth is..both of us noe..in fact others also noe..

lets accept it...n learn 2 let go..

coz i cannot deal wif dis anymore..i'm 2 tired 4 dis..

i dun feel like fighting back anymore..

i just wanna it 2 go.. disappear in front of my own eyes...

anyone there??

do u think my writing are depressing??

hehehe

i'm not a loner or anything k..

i juz write what i want..:)

if u njoy it..then i'm glad..

if not, u dun hve 2 revisit.. :)

there will come the day when he meet someone more cheerful than i am n can make him smile more..

there will be a day when she meet someone more mature than i n can protected her better than me..

but..until da day came...i dun want 2 let go...

there's nothing special bout her..

in fact..she had the least..

she's afraid n she's alone...

yet, she caught his eyes..

i was reading..

it was about a girl n a boy..typical..

yeah..it is another love story..

but i like it..it just not another love story 4 me..there something bout it..there's family, n also friendships..

i like how the girl struggle.

i like how the sister r so honest wif herself..the way the mother treat her son..his friend stick 2 him..how they can be selfish n admit it..

neway..what i like the most is this phrase..

he n i

she n i

:)

i felt cold...

the feeling is inside me...there nothing i can do to shed it away...............